Tuesday, May 24, 2005

i cant help but feel the need to rant. and rant and rant somemore. darn it.

maybe i should begin by writing critical pieces of any issue i feel something about. Of course something pertaining to life and now my damn emotions. well, maybe i should begin my own commentry on stuff thats happening. Would prob be much better than my own incessent ranting and whining. Man.. i sound like a bloody dog.

Got to start using that brain of mine to think, for math(real impt here) and to actually get my bloody fucking work done. Especially need to use it for GP and Lit. Why the hell am i not doing as well as i should? Elementry. 1. i don't prepare
2.I dont use my damn Brain to THINK!
as long as i use my damn head and practice speech and writing(GP) skills, i think i would be able to pull through. I solemnly swear to whatever deity or divine element is this plane of existence that from next week on,in fact tomorrow, i'll do as much work as i can and study whenever i'm free and planless and instead of feeling all insecure and wadever, i'll freaking secure my damn future and actually save my fucking soul and ass. Should i fail to do so or skive for no damn reason, may i be struck or knocked down and fucking suffer by not dying and feeling extreme pain. This will take effect for 2 weeks at a stretch. i'll renew these vows again in 2 weeks time.

man, i'm actually damn afraid of the bad stuff befalling me. scary shit. i say the darnest things.

The lunatic,the lover, the poet. Are of imagination all complete.

TTFN

jonny`
+ 5/24/2005 01:33:00 am