Thursday, June 09, 2005

I cant help but wonder why it is so hard to set off with conviction on an endevour and actually stick it through. Why cant we all just do our thing and not feel hopeless, lost or confused? Well, i really do not have an answer for this nor do i wish to enter a lengthy discourse on it.

I'll be goin to ophir on monday and yes, its only mount ophir, nothing too intimidating or difficult, its but 1500m above sea level, considering bukit timah hill is about 168m above sea level, i guess it should be 10 times the fun. Whenever i trek and Bukit Timah, i just long to be able to cycle there. To hit their trails and just lose myself in the wonder of teh natural world(even though its just in singapore). Given time, i'll get that truck i so dream of and hit the roads with my bike at the back and myself for company. An adventurer's dream? or a fools daydream? It does not matter, for whats the meaning of life if its not meant to be enjoyed? To quote Raphael, "if it sucks, chuck it out" well, thats exactly what i'm gonna do right now, i'm gonna chuck out all the lousy fell bad feelings out teh wondow and live fast and furiously, but of course within a reasonable limit as the As are looming... How contradictory, but alas, its the experiences that count. And memories will linger on.

Well, at least we're trying again, although for a specific period of time, i really hope it'll be fine as its just so weird being apart in our own different pockets of life. I have this view on inter-personal relationships and that is that we all like in a individual pocket and people are friends because their pockets interesect like in a Venn diagram. however with time and neglect, we may hide within our pockets from each other and what was once reality is but a memory. Definitely with a little mending we all can be part of each other's pockets and hey, we may even be a bigger part of it.

jonny`
+ 6/09/2005 01:35:00 pm