Sunday, June 12, 2005

I really cant wait to leave.. to get that break in my bleak reality. Once i'm back, things are all set to change, a new beginning-maybe. but the important thing is for me to grasp the simple fact that my reality is all in my hands for me to control. Make or break, its all decided by me.

Certain things are'nt worth giving so much though to. My mum is really darn lame.. she actually wants me to leave with her the names of my friends that i'm goin to ophir with and their house numbers? wtf.. its just so wrong la.. If something were to happen, she can just call the damn school cos we'll all prob be in teh same fix, knowing their numbers wont make a diff at all unless its a number for the casket service -shrugs- Kinda feel bad coming from a weird crazy family. Overzealous mother whose the only major obstacle to wadeva i wish to do. this is too dangerous, too troublesome..wtf man.. damn irritated.. i just needa get out of here fast..

jonny`
+ 6/12/2005 12:37:00 pm