Thursday, August 11, 2005

once again on my island, i've escaped from reality for a second. To ponder over things.

I realised that i've found what i've always been looking for all my life.
Everything i've ever wished for has been found but only the harsh reality that i have almost no idea as to what to do abt it.
Sure i've been in similar circumstances before. but this just seems all different. this seems unique in its own special way, a special feeling, a bond. In a way i'm not myself. Too much emphasis on not screwing up.
yea. its this emphasis. this fear of screwing up that i'll suddenly lose this special status quo of things brought abt by a past experience when things just collapsed when i least expected it.
One thing i'm definite about. whatever im feeling now has never changed or wavered the least bit. onli my inexperience. Certain affections pple share and express, i've never been a part of. So hence my ignorance.

I do hope things will remain the way they are till the suitable time where progress can be made. i'm content and thankful.

jonny`
+ 8/11/2005 07:27:00 pm