Saturday, October 15, 2005

a myriad of feelings that i dont even know why they're hitting me.
maybe its the thought of having to go into the army when i cant bear to leave behind the people i love. call me a wussy, but some things are really precious.
having found out that 2 of my buddies have gotten their enlistment letters, i cant help but hope mine doesnt come so soon.

All the planning paid off and at least the leading lady was happy and pleased.
She loved the video (a whole load of thanks to charles)
liked my cake
and hopefully enjoyed the presents too..

Now that its time to settle down and study, really cant help but feel so lost as to where to start.

sometimes u feel so alone even though everything couldnt be better and u realise, that you should look to the future instead of dwell on things beyond your control now in the present.

prayer does help set your mind at ease and talking things out makes it all easier to bear.

jonny`
+ 10/15/2005 12:37:00 am