Saturday, October 08, 2005

some things are really difficult.
maybe its because you dont know how it'll turn out? or maybe because you want to run away from it.

does it seem to lack a balance?

For once in almost a decade and eight of living, i'm asking for the extra strength to go through this - all of it.

whats the notion of fairness? maybe its just better to be contented with your lot and leave everything else to work itself out? Speculation doesnt seem to get me anywhere. Shit happens i guess and its unavoidable no matter how adequately you prepare everything. Only chance could determine how it'll all be.

*straining to look for that light at the end of the tunnel. the sign that everything will be alright.

jonny`
+ 10/08/2005 03:28:00 am