Saturday, January 07, 2006

-blows off the dust covers.

Its been such a long time now and well, i guess so much has happened. some good some bad most neutral.

The new year came and went for me and it was just fantastic reallu. its now 2006 and its a new year, to be cliche, its a new year, new start.

In the past 2 days i've realised a couple of things about myself which are rather shocking. Once i thought i was invincible, now i realise my weaknesses. But i'm glad i've got over the nonsense with it and i'm giving myself 3 months to overhaul myself and tweak some improvements. That would prob count as a resolution?? *chuckles.

I'm finally gonna be starting catechism soon and i'm rather excited by that prospect. to those who may think that my decision to join that CATs ministry was because my girlfriend is in it, well..that was the catalyst because i've always wanted to teach just that i had my doubts and somehow she helped me rediscover my faith in a way. Now its all my wanting to give and share whatever i have with kids.

I'm a rather reliant person, always depending on other people, friends, gf, family, and basically just everyone. i've never actually been strong and dealt with stuff on my own. and i guess sometimes it burdens those who matter alot to me so much so that they cant share stuff.. Its been me taking and taking all the while and its time i give back something. to everyone.

In a nutshell, i had a fantastic new year with the people closest to me. I'm blessed with a good family a nice girlfriend, wonderful friends. what more could i want? maybe sometimes i should be content with what i've got. the resolution for this year would prob be the self-improvement project which i'm gonna steel myself to go through with.

I feel so damn good and optimistic about things now and i guess i'm gonna make sure it stays that way.


A happy new year to everyone! (though its a damn week late, but there are 51 more to go ;) )

jonny`
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