Sunday, February 19, 2006

As the days draw closer to the all so dreaded enlistment date,
im beginning to dread enlistment.
In a nutshell, i cant bear to leave everything i have now.
Maybe i hate changes, maybe im just weak. But being stronger is the way to go.

I hated work when i was at citibank.
I hate having nothing to do when im free as a bird.
One part of me wants to look for a job and keep myself occupied.
Another wants to just bum around, cycle, ball and enjoy life.

I should take things less seriously.Honestly.
Once again indulging in silly troubles that will only get myself down.
Forgive past ills and start anew.

I'm now the frog in the well.
Narrow and indulging in a comfort zone.
Eliminating all threats to my territory.
Bah.. *slaps self.

Dante first met the leopard, then the lion and the she-wolf before the greyhound guides him to purgatory via hell.
Come what may, nothin will get me down.


this i promise you.

jonny`
+ 2/19/2006 09:26:00 pm